Of all my children, Evan is the one that I find myself wondering about the most. His strengths and weaknesses are the most evident of all my children, and my heart is always turned towards him as a result. From the moment that I held him in the hospital, we had an instantaneous bond that was not there with other kids. I was in shock after Austin, with a touch of post partum, and I was very sick and uncomfortable after my c-section with Luke, but Evan was my easiest birth and I was elated right from the start.
So happy birthday to my son, whom I can no longer refer to as a little boy. Once they hit the double digits they are big kids in my book.