Sunday, January 01, 2012

The year of hope

Last year I had my friend who makes beautiful journals give me one that had bare winter trees, snow on the ground and a few cute bunnies on it.  I named it my death journal.  I knew that 2011 was the year of death for me.  This was meant in a mostly positive way.  I wanted to die to my selfish flesh in many ways.  I gave up some material pleasures, vanity pursuits, and struggled to turn my complaining heart into a grateful one.  I never did fill up the death journal, but it sits as a reminder on my side table in the sun room and occasionally I log something in it that doesn't seem right to post on the WWW.  2011 did turn out to be a year of physical death for my sil Jenny,and although I will never be done with the whole dying to myself theme, I want to leave the year of death, take what I've learned and live a year of hope.

May you find what the Lord has for you this year and be able to see it with the eyes of your heart. Live a purposeful NewYear!

2 comments:

Jacqueline said...

I'm just never gonna be as spiritual as you. I'm hoping for a year of skinny, aka vanity....

We need to catch up. Apparently the possibility of me being a missionary's wife in Africa is seriously more than a possibility.
Yikes and Yay :)

Grammy Dianne said...

Well said Kartrina. Hope is a very beautiful and inspiring word, may we all bless the God of hope this year.